In honor of Thangskiving, I would like to say something about the thing that I am most thankful for: someone whom I am missing very much right now, since she is in Mary-Land, and I have to manage to stay sane here all by myself. Valerie is the only girl I’ve ever loved, that I’ve loved first on the basis of her character. She knows how to love better than anyone I’ve ever known.
She’s also the only one I’ve ever written bona fide love poetry for. So…
####I Believe in You####
My love leads me to dissipation: I
Lie listless, moping, thinking how I would
Surround you with my arms and lay my head
Upon your breast and watch the clouds obscure
The sun… which then obscures the stars. My day’s
Work lies beside me, rotting, left untouched,
Untended, as I tend to you and balk
At all the things I thought I loved when I
Imagined you, but would not trust in God.
I could not make myself believe in you.
Your love outshines me: I cannot compete
With everything you’ve given me—yet I
Refuse to be so easily undone.
Your love is pearl, and mine is steel—a love
That’s common, though refined, but does not seem
To match the ornament that I would like
To grasp. But I will beat this iron till I
Can call it something rare, which may be said
Competes with silver. Call the alchemists!
If what was once called gold is lead, it can
Be changed again. So I will prove my love’s
As good as yours.
It’s not impossible.
New elements have been unearthed before,
And compounds thought incredible have been
Found preexisting in a natural state.
Then cannot this new element that is
Between us be compounded naturally?
I will not say it is impossible,
For I believed in God and found in you
What I imagined.
I believe in you
neumatikos 
te amo meus carrisimus unus
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